"And tell me, what's truly meant to be?"

28th Jan 05; Friday-
I promised Sijia that I was gonna update tonight.
And that the entry was gonna be dedicated to her.
So.
Here's to you Sijia. =)
Thanks for being a partner who never fails to baffle me everyday why I'm stuck next to you for every other lesson except Humanes and English. LOL.
Nah I'm just kidding.
Thanks for being such a sweet soul. For helping me download songs immediately after I request for help, for listening to me ramble and ramble and ramble on in class and online, for being such a modest and generous person, for making an effort to understand those mumbo-jumbos that I always gabble to you about even when my voice is drowned out by that ever-maximum-volume radio headset of yours, for trying your best to cheer me up even though you know I'm in that impossibly-moody state of mind, for being a listening ear and basically, just being a great friend of mine. You truly deserve much more than those 2 Blueberry muffins I brought to school for you. Heh. =)
Okay I have to stop praising you otherwise you're gonna feel TOOOOOOOOO honoured and happy about yourself. LOL. =D
But seriously. I don't know if you were unwittingly drawn into the "dilemma", but I really do appreciate your views and thoughts concerning it. Thanks girl. =D
This is probably the only time I'm gonna admit this on my blog: Sijia rocks [to a certain extent]. HAHAHA. =D

she sang away at | 1:02 AM

27th Jan 05; Thursday-

YOU - CONTRADICT.
YOU - DON'T HAVE A DAMN LIFE.
YOU - CONFUSE.
YOU - ALOOF.

I - RESENT.
I - ANGERED.
I - VEXED.
I - BLOODY UPSET.

she sang away at | 10:12 PM

25th Jan 05; Tuesday-
Just ended tuition. So tired.
My eyes' have been bloody tired since morning. I wish I could just go sleep now but I can'tttttt.
History test tomorrow and though I've spent like 2 hours studying yesterday, I can't remember much. UGH.
I HATE MR YEE. >=(
Anyway. Went to the Chem Gallery in Jurong Island today. Nothing much to see, obviously. Hahaha. The only thing that was nice was the view of the sea from above.
Okay I've gotta go study now.
UGGGH.
Jay rocks. LOL.

"Cease it all now. I don't wanna feel that yes-or-no sensation everyday."

she sang away at | 9:42 PM

21st Jan 05; Friday-
Whoo I've finally gotten my Incomparable To Jay Live Cd + QLX Vcd!!!
Yayyy.
And the Grandeur de D Major book!!
Oh AND Jay's 3rd album! [finally!]
Went Orchard today in the late afternoon. Was scanning the Kino shelves hoping to see Jay's book when I spotted the last copy, sitting there, beckoning me to reach out and grab it. LOL. Turned it over and realised it was cheaper than it was supposed to be. Asked the sales assistant and it turns out that I had the last copy of the China import. The Taiwan import sold out ages ago. Am still wondering whether there's any differences between the 2 books, besides the fact that the Taiwan import is in Traditional Chinese while the China import is in Simplified Chinese. Oh well. Hopefully it's the same.
Went to HMV to buy the Jay cds. The Incomparable To Jay Live Cd + QLX Vcd came with a free calender poster. Wish I could have my cd booklet refunded because it's all dirtied at the edge but I was thinking that it's impossible to make them open another new Cd and get the cd booklet out just to exchange for me. Sighhh. Decided to buy Jay's 3rd album at the same time because it was a "clearout" cd and was on offer.
Was listening to the Live Cd just now for about 2plus hours. Sang along until my throat hurt and still hurts. Hahahaha. Gonna listen to the cd again later!!
Now there's only one dvd I'm looking forward to, and that's the Incomparable To Jay Live Dvd. Hahaha. Can't wait can't wait. =D
Some stupid bug making me itchy all over. Shall go bathe again. Uggh.

she sang away at | 11:39 PM

18th Jan 05; Tuesday-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY!!!!!!
LOL. Like he's gonna even know that I, Diane Lim, wished him Happy Birthday.
But oh well.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Haha.
Anyway. Just came back from school. Can't help but feel unhappy. It's not anyone's fault, but I just can't help it yea know? Yea. So. I'm saying sorry here to the fubus for being so moody just now. Sorrryyy.
Sijiaaaa. Should I or should I not?
Just updating for the sake of wishing Jay happy birthday. Lol.

she sang away at | 6:07 PM

15th Jan 05; Saturday-
I'm gonna start all over again.
I MISS JAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
OH GOD.
SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Transferred all the audio clips recorded from the Singapore concert into my mp3 yesterday till around 3 plus.
Been listening to them since yesterday.
And I feel like as though I'm there again.
Oh God oh God.
I need an overdose of Jay now.
Anyway.
Wanted to go out today but woke up late and forgot all about asking my friend to go out.
Haha.
I can't get the Jay book!!!
Kino's out of stock already.
Shit man.
Ughhh.
And the Incomparable To Jay Concert cd + dvd is only gonna be out NEXT WEEK.
I'm so gonna die of waiting or something.
UUGGGH.
Oh Taufik's album is out!
Heh.
Okay I'm going off to watch more videos.
=D

she sang away at | 5:52 PM

13th Jan 05; Thursday-
WHOOO MY COM'S FINALLY HERE!!!
Yayyyy now I can come online everyday or something.
If I have the time, that is.
Haha.
Anyway.
School's getting busier.
It feels like as though I'm having amaths tuition everyday.
Yeouch.
Oh well.
Just saw so many videos+pictures from the Incomparable To Jay Concert posted up on jay-chou.net, the biggest Jay forum around.
And I'm feeling that crazy "ohGodI'llkilljusttotalktoJay!!!!!!" feeling again.
Downloading the videos like crazy now.
Can't wait to watch man.
I miss Jayyyyyy. ='(
And I still haven't gotten his book yet.
Ugh.
I MISS JAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. -starts sobbing-
Oh yes.
Whoever you are who TRIED to pose as Yunhao, you might want to try using your real name or something instead because in case you didn't know, Yunhao's like one of my closer friends and we do NOT scold each other mofos. Uh huh. Like seriously get a life or something. Oh no. Just buzzing off will do. Yea.
Anyway. Gtg. The bed beckons me.

she sang away at | 11:26 PM